It’s been 32 days since I wrote my last article in this blog. Ever since, I became so busy and so tensed about my work (not the office work!!!) that writing an article on blog seemed to be a waste of time for me. Every time I thought to write something, the Jay inside me reminded me of some important work that was pending and needed my attention (more then attention, the action).
This allegation of being very passive and dormant eats me from inside every moment. It’s like every time, there’s a battle going on to prove myself. Every time I think to write something on blog, the voice comes from inside, “There’s whole life at your disposal to write blogs. But you cannot afford to ignore the work you have in your hand”. In the last days of October, it was all visa issue on my head. Every moment, I just had various scenarios running in my hand with respect to the visa extension issue. After getting the visa successfully, it was all relaxation period at Nitinkaka’s place till 10th November during which I tried to avoid internet as much as possible. When I came back, it was all the job thing and internship report stuff that kept me busy all the time.
Even today, I had the rescheduling of the flight thing in my mind and to do it ASAP. Also the issue of job here was also pending and I have been waiting for my department VP’s reply on it since a week. Fortunately, today morning when I opened my outlook I saw his reply and got relieved. When I opened my gmail, I saw Rajeeta’s mail (my travel agent) regarding the rescheduling. So this issue is also solved. So, now there are no major issues pending as far as I remember. Then I thought to write at least a short article so that the month of November doesn’t go blank on my blog. But now I realize that I need to revise my definition of short article!!!
This allegation of being very passive and dormant eats me from inside every moment. It’s like every time, there’s a battle going on to prove myself. Every time I think to write something on blog, the voice comes from inside, “There’s whole life at your disposal to write blogs. But you cannot afford to ignore the work you have in your hand”. In the last days of October, it was all visa issue on my head. Every moment, I just had various scenarios running in my hand with respect to the visa extension issue. After getting the visa successfully, it was all relaxation period at Nitinkaka’s place till 10th November during which I tried to avoid internet as much as possible. When I came back, it was all the job thing and internship report stuff that kept me busy all the time.
Even today, I had the rescheduling of the flight thing in my mind and to do it ASAP. Also the issue of job here was also pending and I have been waiting for my department VP’s reply on it since a week. Fortunately, today morning when I opened my outlook I saw his reply and got relieved. When I opened my gmail, I saw Rajeeta’s mail (my travel agent) regarding the rescheduling. So this issue is also solved. So, now there are no major issues pending as far as I remember. Then I thought to write at least a short article so that the month of November doesn’t go blank on my blog. But now I realize that I need to revise my definition of short article!!!